Ugh boys.... so fucking clueless sometimes. I mean, is it not obvious that you don't talk about your ex when you're with the girl who likes you and you apparently like her too??? Of course not, because they are dumb boys. Okay, now I understand I may have high expectations for just mere teenage boys, but still. it sucks.
ANYWAYS.....
Today I hung out with claire (: it was awesome, and it's so good to talk to somebody who actually wants to listen. And i know i can tell her anything.
Happy Happy :D
Bye Guys
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Poetry :D
Just a little poem I wrote (:
"Because I can, because I will.
Because I’m here, get your fill.
Because I wish, because I dream.
Because I’m here, because I’m free.
You will never take my place.
Not in time, not in space.
Place your hand upon my chest,
Feel the steady beat, and take a rest.
Kiss my head, and whisper soft that you will never go.
Hold me tight, let’s dance nice and slow
Run your fingers through my hair,
We don’t care if others stare.
Smile down and look into my eyes.
Even though I’m happy, I still want to cry.
Because I can, because I will.
Because I’m here, get your fill.
Because I wish, because I dream.
Because I’m here, because I’m free."
"Because I can, because I will.
Because I’m here, get your fill.
Because I wish, because I dream.
Because I’m here, because I’m free.
You will never take my place.
Not in time, not in space.
Place your hand upon my chest,
Feel the steady beat, and take a rest.
Kiss my head, and whisper soft that you will never go.
Hold me tight, let’s dance nice and slow
Run your fingers through my hair,
We don’t care if others stare.
Smile down and look into my eyes.
Even though I’m happy, I still want to cry.
Because I can, because I will.
Because I’m here, get your fill.
Because I wish, because I dream.
Because I’m here, because I’m free."
Thursday, May 20, 2010
That Butterfly Feeling...
Don't you just HATE it!? But then again, you cannot help but to love it. It's that tingly, funny almost nausea you get when somebody you like (or love) gives you a compliment, or even when you talk to them, or see them. It might be when you're about to ask somebody out, or when you're leaving someone. Butterflies (the metaphore kind) can be angry or happy or embarassed or nervous. Probably many other things, that i won't speak of right now. The thing is, I am the matster! I get butterflies like a madwoman, and at times it sucks big fat.... well, you know. And I cannot STAND it! I don't WANT to care what he thinks. I don't WANT to want him. Boo.frikkin.HOo!
Until later my fellow earthlings.
Until later my fellow earthlings.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
somethin' that sure makes me sqirm.
The DENTIST! My O' my, do I hate it! People's hands in my mouth fishing around for possible grossies that may be embeded in my chompers makes me weak.
Y.U.C.K.O
Y.U.C.K.O
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Time not spent is still time passed.
It's unusual for me to waste my time doing something completely useless. Wait a second, who is this typing and what have they done with Emma??? I spent lots of time on facebook and taking stupid quizes... but HELL, sometimes wasting your time can be extremely satisfying.
I love watching lame TV-show re-runs! It puts me in this chill mood which usually leads onto a very relaxed day, but we all need those! But, sometimes i'll be browsing the internet for interesting topics and cool decoration ideas, and it will totally inspire me to do something productive! Though, in some cases, eating potato chips and watching "Boy Meets Boy" with my mom seems like the most productive thing I could possibly be doing. In order for me to be satisfied by anything I do, I've gotta be in a good mood. Facebook puts me in one helluva mood, and so does good music- both of which are supplied to me through the internet... including this blogging site that I have recently taken a special liking to.
At times, I feel bad about "wasting" my time, but at this moment it's 6 in the eavening and I am hella anxious. Typing and/or writing usually gets that out of me.... and I'm trying to get used to this blogging thing.
Until later my fellow friends.
I love watching lame TV-show re-runs! It puts me in this chill mood which usually leads onto a very relaxed day, but we all need those! But, sometimes i'll be browsing the internet for interesting topics and cool decoration ideas, and it will totally inspire me to do something productive! Though, in some cases, eating potato chips and watching "Boy Meets Boy" with my mom seems like the most productive thing I could possibly be doing. In order for me to be satisfied by anything I do, I've gotta be in a good mood. Facebook puts me in one helluva mood, and so does good music- both of which are supplied to me through the internet... including this blogging site that I have recently taken a special liking to.
At times, I feel bad about "wasting" my time, but at this moment it's 6 in the eavening and I am hella anxious. Typing and/or writing usually gets that out of me.... and I'm trying to get used to this blogging thing.
Until later my fellow friends.
Monday, May 17, 2010
New Beginnings
You know, when it comes to change, people seem to run and hide. Now, I admitt that I have that instinct too. People want to wonk up my life, and I run for cover... but lately i've been trying to change some stuff, myself. "Change is a beautiful thing", my five y/o brother, MacKay would say.
I agree.
I agree.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
TV time?
So I've been watching Gossip Girl, and DAMN i'm addicted... I mean- seriously? I know none of that shit really would ever happen in my life... maybe in someone's crazy life- but just watching the show gets me all stressed and hyped up, haha.
Another great one ? The Secret Life Of The American Teenager I actually really like it. I mean it's a lot lighter and not as deep as some of the shows i watch.
I love watching the shows like Buffy and watching the episodes from like 98' , and holy shit that's crazy, the CLOTHES? the special effects? It's so pathetic- it's hardly funny.
Well thats all for now
Mwwahh!
Another great one ? The Secret Life Of The American Teenager I actually really like it. I mean it's a lot lighter and not as deep as some of the shows i watch.
I love watching the shows like Buffy and watching the episodes from like 98' , and holy shit that's crazy, the CLOTHES? the special effects? It's so pathetic- it's hardly funny.
Well thats all for now
Mwwahh!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Parental Gossip?
Do you ever wonder why ehwn your mom and dad are talking and you walk in the room and they suddenly shut up? Well, I do. And of course, I go into my room and I'm like "Ooh! I wonder what they're buying for me?". But, most likely they're gossiping about the latest movie star news or possibly discussing their sex lives (ew!)
I think the reason us kids/teens always assume it's about is is not because we really DO think it could be an award for our "greatness", I think it's because we like to avoid the fact taht our parents might actually have social lives. Honestly- it's scary! I mean to think- our parents had their first kiss, and lost thier virginity (hopefully). And that is a freakin' scary thought. Now- of course there's the other thing- where we should be greatful for our parents becasue they gave up their social lives-for the most part- to raise us. Now that's a big sacrifise. Imagine giving up school and the mall- or whatever it is you do, to raise YOU! That sounds like HELL to me! Raising me? BUMMER, dude! WHo wants to give an 11 year old (or in my case- a 6 yr. old) "The Talk" Or teaching a girl to shave her legs, or talking to her about puberty. Imagine trying to support a 15 year old boy while his voice crackles up and becomes "manly". Scary! right?? Now, we may say "Ah, i've got a younger sibling and i practically raised them", But we didnt'! NO matter how many diapers we have changed, and no matter how many time-outs we've assigned to a younger sibling- We didnt pop a little red screaming machine out of us, and we didn't have to watch why they got all their little shots and baby foot-pricks. We didn't have to squirt out 14 meals a day for some infant. NO. So we should thank our parents.
over and out dude.
I think the reason us kids/teens always assume it's about is is not because we really DO think it could be an award for our "greatness", I think it's because we like to avoid the fact taht our parents might actually have social lives. Honestly- it's scary! I mean to think- our parents had their first kiss, and lost thier virginity (hopefully). And that is a freakin' scary thought. Now- of course there's the other thing- where we should be greatful for our parents becasue they gave up their social lives-for the most part- to raise us. Now that's a big sacrifise. Imagine giving up school and the mall- or whatever it is you do, to raise YOU! That sounds like HELL to me! Raising me? BUMMER, dude! WHo wants to give an 11 year old (or in my case- a 6 yr. old) "The Talk" Or teaching a girl to shave her legs, or talking to her about puberty. Imagine trying to support a 15 year old boy while his voice crackles up and becomes "manly". Scary! right?? Now, we may say "Ah, i've got a younger sibling and i practically raised them", But we didnt'! NO matter how many diapers we have changed, and no matter how many time-outs we've assigned to a younger sibling- We didnt pop a little red screaming machine out of us, and we didn't have to watch why they got all their little shots and baby foot-pricks. We didn't have to squirt out 14 meals a day for some infant. NO. So we should thank our parents.
over and out dude.
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